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Name: Casey
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Pittsburgh
Birthday: 11/3/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: anything emo, girls pants, girls in general, dying flowers, piercings, tattoos, any sort of modification, chocolate milk, rain, menthol cigarettes, campbells soup, emo/metal/metalcore/hardcore/pop punk/anything classic/NOT COUNTRY, online journals, my awesome cousin, fred thomas, ravi from 7-11, ashley noelle giuliano
Expertise: persuasion, procrastination, manipulation, and lying
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  secvndvs731
AIM:  lovesikwithproof
Member Since:
2/15/2004
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| so yeah....the fucking band is back....and although i got "dumped" by Loryn....everythign is still swell
and im living in the back of my house so momma cant kick my ass out
wanna visit?.....
let me know
The tears suspend.
Smiles are not more than (empty love)
Locked doors can keep you alone
Forever paint words (from your lips) in a house that's no longer your home
Take the dreams I know (as my own) and it worsens weekends
Thanks again for my misery. And you run with fake friends
I'm sick of your sad songs and sing alongs.
I kind of like it when things are wrong.
Straight from left end,
They'll shout corrections,
And I'll decline, I'll decline
A source of comfort or some protection
And I'll decline
Smiles are not more than (empty love)
Locked doors can keep you alone
Forever paint words (from your lips) in a house that's no longer your home
Take the dreams I know (as my own) and it worsens weekends
Thanks again for my misery. And you run with fake friends
I'm sick of your sad songs and sing alongs.
I kind of like it when things are wrong.
Straight from left end,
They'll shout corrections,
And I'll decline, I'll decline
A source of comfort or some protection
And I'll decline
In your throat
You will see
Surface relocated
Therapy.
All I taste of today
Is the shame (of) my whore prety
All I know are apologies
Do you feel the shame?
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| i dont think anyone reads this anymore...but if you do...i love you...
tony quit the band....
i dont know whats gonna happen now...
Did you know you were the girl that made me hate blonde hair and
I just can't wait, to make you hate me a little more.
And every night that I spend with bloodshot eyes and no end
and enough excuses to bury me alive.
So here I am, a love worn masochist
with hearts carved straight across my chest,
letting the carpet soak up all that's left to give.
When you swear you won't be sleeping,
'cause I can't begin to dream to shut my eyes.
And I'm biting bullets and watching phones for no apparent reason,
and I don't think that I'll make it out alive.
Did you know you were the girl that made love a four-letter word?
I just can't wait, to make you hate me a little more.
You made my head a mess with a life of doctor's notes and inkblot tests
and enough empty bottles to bury me alive.
When a smile is a close call and my words caught in my throat,
I'm an inch away from dying,
and I'm lucky if I choke
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| if i lost touch of life tonight would you remember who i even was
tomorrow, or if i died in your arms, would you set my head down gently.
when you feel alone, just look at the bear...and read whats in the heart....im always here for you i swear
Passed out on the overpass
Sunday best and broken glass
Broken down from the bikes and bars
Suspended like spirits over speeding cars
You and me were kings over the parkway tonight
And tonight will go on forever while we
walk around this town like we own the streets
and stay awake through summer like we own the heat
Singing "everybody wake up (wake up) it's time to get down"
(everybody, everybody wake up its time to get down)
And when I pass the bottle back to Pete
on the overpass tonight, I bet we laugh
I'm gonna stay eighteen forever (cut me open)
So we can stay like this forever (sun poisoned)
And we'll never miss a party (this offer...)
cause we keep them going constantly (...stands forever)
And we'll never have to listen (new haircut)
to anyone about anything (new bracelet)
cause it's all been done and it's all been said (eyeliner)
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get
The hell out of this town
Find some conversation
The low fuel lights been on for days
It doesn't mean anything
I've got another 500, 'nother 500 miles
before we shut this engine down,
we shut it down
I'm gonna stay eighteen forever (cut me open)
So we can stay like this forever (sun poisoned)
And we'll never miss a party (this offer...)
cause we keep them going constantly (...stands forever)
And we'll never have to listen (new haircut)
to anyone about anything (new bracelet)
cause it's all been done and it's all been said (eyeliner)
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get (wait forever)
(you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
Eighteen forever (first kisses)
(your stomach's filled up but you're starved for conversation)
So we can stay like this forever (new stitches)
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
And we'll never miss a party (collar weekend)
(and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
cause we keep them going constantly (appearance ticket)
(you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
And we'll never have to listen (November to...)
(your stomach's filled up but you're starved for conversation)
to anyone about anything cause it's all been done (...remember)
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
and it's all been said (nightswimmers)
(and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get
Just jealous cause we WERE young and in love
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| umm yeah i played a show...it was fun i suppose...some things went
wrong but still...i had fun. i think that some people need to
quit fucking with my head and trying to piss me off...explanation of
fourteen beers and a random party...is best told by adam....
Jynx me something crazy
Thinking if it's three
then I'm as smooth as the skin
rolls across the small of your back
It's too bad it's not my style
If you need me
I'm out and on the parkway,
patient and waiting for headlights,
dressed in a fashion that's fitting to the
inconsistencies of my moods
It's times like these, where silence means everything
And no one is to know about this
It's times like these, where silence means everything
And no one is to know about this
It's a campaign of distraction
and revisionist history, oh
It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice
(it's a shame, I don't think that they'll notice)
It's a shame I doubt they even care
(it's a shame I doubt they even care)
No one is to know about this
It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice
(it's a shame, I don't think that they'll notice)
It's a shame I doubt they even care
(it's a shame I doubt they even care)
Don't let me down
But whatever I have gettin' myself into
maybe has been slicing inches from my waist
It's my fist vs. the bottle
(and thank god you weren't there...)
And that's how bad could this hurt
or against I won't feel a thing
(and thank god you weren't there...)
I tell you all about it
It's just not working out
(...to watch me hit bottom)
not working out
It's a campaign of distraction
and revisionist history, oh
It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice
It's a shame I doubt they even care
No one is to know about this
It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice
It's a shame I doubt they even care
No one has to know about this
Don't let me down
This is why we were taught so much better than this
This is why we were taught so much better than this
This is what living like this does
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| last night...was the band's party...it was fun as hell.....there were like soo many guy in tight pants....and aside from kicking each toher's asses we had a good time...i was drunk before anyone really even got there...and i maintained a level of drunkenness until like 4:30 it was fucking sweet....everyone had a good time. i think JP was the only kid who wasnt drunk....aside from adam, sarah, and alecia. me, tony, ashley, and cory (who i fell in love with) were the only ones who werent talking out of our asses...john said he was gonna baptize me in the blood from his nose after kevin punches him....wtf? i just agreed with him. and sean kept mixing mine and cory's names up...it was hilarious. ashley passed out early at like 3......so i went up and woke her up at liek 4:30ish it was quite funny....and kevin has the loudest fucking bed ever...ill leave it at that
ashley....you mean soo much to me...youll never know
say what you wanna say
don't think ahead or worry about the cost
do what you wanna do
everything is fine if you got it in your heart
i don't care about
care what these people say
i don't care about
care what your mother say
no matter how many miles
or many days away
it's you, just you alone
it's you that i call home
cause i won't be the one to fall
won't be the one to crawl this time, yeah
i will hold you in my heart
won't be the one to fall this time, yeah
what are you worried bout baby
what you got is what you make it
don't worry bout the things they say love
don't worry about the games they play cause
you are a queen inside
every part of you is what keeps me alive
flowing from you to me
i don't care about
care what these people say
i don't care about
care what your mother say
cause i won't be the one to fall
won't be the one to crawl this time, yeah
i will hold you in my heart
won't be the one to fall this time, yeah
what she gives
she can take away, take away
if you open up your heart
there will be a part of you
that will never go away
i believe, if you open up your mind
there will be a time for you to up and fly away
up and fly away
i will hold you in my heart
won't be the one to crawl this time, yeah
i will hold you in my heart
won't be the one to fall this time
little girl with the big old dreams
she's got s big heart and she'll never scream
she said everything's gonna be alright, yeah
little girl with a big old heart
she said never stop love, never stop
everything's gonna be alright
i won't let you down tonight | | |
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